Day 61 - Just Another Day

Good morning, lovelies!
A very happy Thursday to you all. :)
Yesterday was okay.
I updated my page a bit, got some tabs on my blog (thanks, Camille!)
Went driving with my twin sis yesterday, that was definitely interesting.
Drove around our fairgrounds for a bit, and aside from one maneuver where she told me, "You cannot do that in real life or you are going to get hit head-on...", I think I did decently.
Then, I drove us home.
That was interesting, indeed.
I have issues with speed at the moment, I am like a little old granny driver.
She kept telling me to, "give it gas, you cannot drive 20 mph on the road!"
When I got to our driveway, I got nervous.
We live on a big hill, and our long driveway is a series of curves.
I turned in okay, took a little detour into the weeds, straightened back out, and then drove the rest of the way up the hill.
We got to the top and I went to park and I hit the gas a little too hard but stopped the car in time.
I need to work on parking; my job was straight, but too far to the right; my sister opened her door and got a face full of bush...oops.
I think we are going driving again today; you know what they say, "Practice makes perfect!"
I am going to practice as much as I can; I want to be a really good driver.
Hopefully someday, I will be. :)
I was talking to my boyfriend last night about how I thought my mom was going to tell me she knew about my ED at dinner, and he flipped out.
"SHE DOESN'T KNOW?! omg hun why?!"
And I proceeded to tell him that it is because she is a nurse practitioner and the last thing I need is for her to figure out that my weight loss is because of an ED.
I told him that my ED is my SECRET, and the ONLY reason I told him about it was because I would rather he hear it from me now, rather than confront me about it later and have me completely lose it on him.
So he said he would always love me, ED or not, and that was the end of that.
He is in Florida with a friend currently, so I am trying not to talk to him unless he talks to me, and he does not like that, because he does not like it when I do not talk to him.
He gets all sad.
But this is just what I do.
If I know he is otherwise occupied, I will not talk to him, because I want him to enjoy whatever it is that he is doing.
Then he feels like he is putting other things before me, and he gets sad and feels guilty even though I am the one who told him to go enjoy himself!
I will never understand that.
God, boys can be so complicated.
When I was laying in bed this morning, I was running my hands up and down my body, feeling for signs of progress.
I can feel ribs and hipbones now!
Granted, they are not at all prominent yet, because there is still a bunch of fat covering them, but at least I know they are there, which makes me feel really good, like I have accomplished a lot.
I hope you all have a fantastic day; you deserve it! :)
Stay positive, stay beautiful! <3

Food:
- 1/2 a ham and cheese omelet (+105 calories)
- 1 graham cracker (+70 calories)
- 1 tablespoon peanut butter (+95 calories)
- 1/2 cup tortellini (+95 calories)
- 1 slice salami (+41 calories)
- 5 cheese cubes (+79 calories)
- 1 cup lasagna (+370 calories)
- 1 piece Italian bread (+81 calories)
- 1 tablespoon Shedd's Spread (+70 calories)
- 1 push up (+90 calories)
- 1 packet chocolate Teddy Grahams (+120 calories)
Total: 1,216/1,298 calories

Water: 74/72 fl. oz.

Exercise: 150 twisting crunches, 150 regular crunches, 150 jackknives, 100 reverse dumbbell curls, 100 regular dumbbell curls, 100 dumbbell flies [each arm], 50 regular pushups

That will be me one day... <3