Day 72 - Relaxation

Good morning lovelies!
It is the start of another week; hello, Monday!
It is absolutely beautiful here; I love it!
Last night was very interesting, indeed.
My boyfriend and I had a discussion that was a long time coming.
Lately, I have basically felt like he has put our relationship on the back burner.
I kind of felt like I did not matter all that much to him and that he was putting his friends before me.
He was always, always hanging out with them, and I never got to talk to him because of it.
The funny thing is, his friends gave him shit for not talking to me.
I was very blunt with him and I said, "If you do not start proving to me that I actually matter to you, and that you are actually going to put some effort into this relationship instead of making me do all the work, then I am going to leave you."
I mean, I love him, but relationships do not work if only one person puts in effort.
He feels terrible about the way he has treated me and our relationship.
I told him he SHOULD feel like crap about it, because you are not supposed to hurt the one you love, whether it is intentional or not.
He promised to put maximum effort into our relationship and treat me the way I deserve to be treated.
We will see.
I also told him that we need to have regular talks about what is working in our relationship that we like, and what about our relationship needs to change, so that we do not reach the point we did last night ever again.
Today is his 21st birthday.
I need to get his present.
I will probably get him a t-shirt from down here and a bottle of his favorite whiskey, Southern Comfort.
I hate it.
I think it tastes horrible.
But he loves it, so I will get him some.
I am his vodka girl, and he is my whiskey boy. :)
Haha!
We are going to the outlet mall today; skinny girl clothes, here I come! :D
I hate all the food here at the condo that my parents bought; it is pure junk, and I do not really have any choice but to eat it.
Other than just not eat, which I refuse to do.
Starving myself accomplishes nothing except making me really irritable.
And I want to have fun on my vacation, not make myself pissed the whole time by not eating.
I am going to eat what I want this week, but in moderation, so I still stay under my calorie limit each day.
And I am gonna be a water whore. ;)
A bottle or two before any eating excursions.
That way I am nice and full and cannot gorge myself on the deliciously caloric food.
Not to mention it will keep my sodium down so I do not retain water!
I love you all so much.
I just thought I would share that.
It is your continued support that keeps me going.
You remind me why I do this.
I am worthy of a healthy body, and a good life.
And so are all of you.
So thank you.
Have a wonderful day, lovelies; you deserve it!
Stay positive, stay beautiful! <3

Food:
- 1 cream cheese muffin (+420 calories)
- 3 pretzel rods (+110 calories)
- 6 chicken and black bean spring rolls (CALORIES UNKNOWN)
- 1 bite chocolate bar cake (CALORIES UNKNOWN)
- 8 Starbursts (+160 calories)
Total: 690 + UNKNOWN/1,701 calories

Water: 57/69 fl. oz.

Exercise: 2 hours shopping :)

A bottle of my boy's favorite whiskey, in honor of his birthday today. :) <3