This is not going to be a long or particularly cheerful post.
My boyfriend lost his job today.
I do not know when I am going to get to see him again.
Honestly, sometimes it feels like he is in the military for all the time I get to spend with him.
I told him to focus on finding another job and working out his finances.
There are things more important than me, and I realize and fully accept that.
It does not help to be bitter, it solves nothing, but for a while, I was.
This is what happens every time we make plans.
We get all excited, and then something comes up on his end to screw everything up.
I know for sure that any other girl would have walked out on him long before now.
People probably wonder why I stay with him.
I can tell you why.
It is because even though I may not get to see him all the time, he still finds time every day to let me know how special I am to him and how much he loves me.
It is the unexpected texts and phone calls just to see how my day went and to make sure I am okay.
And it is the promise that he will never leave me, no matter what.
That, to me, is love.
And I am going to hang on for dear life.
I hope this finds you all well.
I may try and comment on blogs later.
Love you all so very much. <3
Im so sorry to hear about your BF loosing his job! He sounds like a sweety though, keep hold of him! Things will get better, keep your head up, sending you my love. -x-
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry he wont be able to visit you and that he lost his job. Hope he finds a new job soon.
ReplyDeleteGiving you a huge blogger hug. *hug* Take care of you <3
awww that sucks, but he sounds like an amazing guy. i hope things get okay soon!
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He sounds amazing and I think your relationship sounds fucking awesome. :]
ReplyDeleteHope things get better for you though..
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It's so sweet you two are so in love <3 More people should be like you and your boyfriend.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry he lost his job :( But hopefully this will be a learning experience.
Love you!
I'm sorry to hear about your husband and his job- I really hope he's able to find another one sooner. Hey, you never know- he might get a better job that pays more than the one he did have! That's really sweet of him to always let you know how much you mean to him even though you two might not get to spend as much time together. Keep "hanging on" and don't stop! ♥
ReplyDeleteThat's so adorable... I know exactly how you feel, and nothing in the world could replace such a wonderful feeling like that. You're lucky to have someone like that. :)
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