I hope you all had a nice day today.
I did not.
I have been struggling all day.
I gained over the weekend. :(
I am so sad.
146.8.
That is depressing.
Yet I managed to binge today.
What the hell is wrong with me?
I can only hope that tomorrow is better. :\
I do not have much to say today.
I will get caught up on blogs soon.
Stay positive, stay beautiful. <3
That is what I feel like today. I am a hardcore failure, for realz.
Im sry hun tht u had such a rough day:( i too take my emotions out on food when i feel sad. i guess thats why they call it emotional eating. we'll associate feelings of pleasure and joy with food. like when we were kids eating ice cream or candy made us happy. so its sort of ingrained in our unconscious that food would make things better. so we unconsciously decide to reach for it. however, it doesnt. emotional eating just makes us feel even worse:( but srsly a lot of ppl do this. u R definitely NOT a failure. pls do not ever tell urself that! another thing that helps is writing down ur emotions b4 a binge. once i got it sorted out that it wasn't food i needed to comfort me i cud take my emotions out on something else. eg.exercise/ drawing etc. but srsly uve come so far, ur quite an inspiration to me actually! so dnt wry abt the gain, which might have just been water weight, who knows? im sure it will fall off soon enough once u get back on track:)stay strong<3 much love
ReplyDeletedear Kurt,
ReplyDeletei hope you have a wonderful life.
i'm sad to hear you had a horrible day. you're like my little dolphin (yes, i'm SO stealing that from Britt). <3
146.8 would be like a dream for me.
don't worry about the food, babe. it's just food. it'll pass on. laxatives. no laxatives. it's probably just water weight anyway, my love.
you should never feel that way. to me you're as light as air and just as sweet as sugar on my lips.
and dammit I MISSED YOU LIKE HELL DON'T LEAVE ME AGAIN
who else would i compare Vogue collections with? ;)
Love x courage,
Blaine.