Again.
Actually, this is not a "new" beginning.
My "new" beginning happened at the end of December.
I guess I speak of my blog's new beginning.
I have had weight loss/ED blogs before.
I have never stuck with them.
I have always lost my control.
I have always failed, and then decided that I am not worthy to continue with Ana.
Not this time.
This time, I will be strong.
This time, I will succeed.
I began trying to lose weight with Ana for the fifty millionth time on December 29, 2010.
It is now April 17, 2011.
In the span of 15 1/2 weeks, I have managed to lose roughly 30 lbs.
I have gone from 180 lbs. to 150 lbs.
I am 4 ft. 11 in. tall, so this is a huge change.
I am liking this. :)
I have realized that I cannot do this without the help of Ana.
I have fallen off the wagon countless times, but I have always hopped back on, and Ana has graciously given me more chances than I deserve.
I am tired of being given chances.
I am not going to screw this up again.
I am here to get and give support, and to meet other Anas who are going through the same struggles I am.
I just hope I can make things work this time.
I will not fail again.
I am an Ana.
I am strong.
I will achieve my goal.
I will make this happen.
I will shock everyone.
Congrats on losing about 30 pounds! That's a major accomplishment! I love your determination, and I'm positive you can do this. :) Good luck, I'll be following your progress!
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