So, I discovered something new today.
There is a certain feeling that I get when I do not eat.
A certain clarity to my thoughts, my actions.
I was a bit uncertain at first when the transition occurred, because I was not used to the feeling.
It was like everything suddenly went from fuzzy to crystal clear.
People say that you lack concentration when you do not eat.
I wholeheartedly disagree with that notion.
I have noticed that when I deprive my body of food, I enter into a total sort of Zen-like "zone".
Everything becomes sharp and clear.
I feel like I can do anything.
I love the feeling!
Is it sad that I think I could be tons more productive without food than if I did eat?
So far today, I have eaten some saltines, a container of Cream of Broccoli Soup at Hand, some creamed chicken, and a package of fun fruits.
I think I am cutting myself off, because even that feels as if it is too much food.
I will be in even better control tomorrow, though I am not entirely disappointed in myself today.
This feeling that comes with not eating?
It is totally addictive!
Haha, I am keeping this up. :D
Tonight, I am doing a ton of activities that in no way, shape, or form involve any sort of food!
I am on a high and I do not want to come down off of it! :)
I hope that all of you had a fantastic day.
Hang in there, and remember to stay strong!
The image should explain itself. :) <3
I love that moment of clarity also! My mind and senses sharpen and I feel powerful and strong. That amazing feeling means we're succeeding. Congrats on your intake and keep it up! :)
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