I feel like such a failure right now.
Binge, binge, and more binge.
No matter how hard I try to stay in control, I manage to screw everything up.
Every.
Single.
Day.
THIS HAS GOT TO STOP.
Every time I eat food, I feel bloated and fat.
I just want to purge it all up.
It sits like a lead weight in my stomach, begging me to rid myself of it.
I do not know what to do.
I am so sorry I let you all down. :(
Do not be like me, lovelies.
You are Anas.
Be strong.
I am a fat girl.
Therefore, I cannot be an Ana.
I am just a fraud. :'(
I am so lost. </3
STAY STRONG ! only you are in control of you! foood isnt going to make you reach your goal, you will make it, good luck and hopefully you keep going hard, and keep your head up! dont be like me and have to purge every single time!<33
ReplyDeleteYes, binging gets the best of us but all is not lost. This second, in this moment, you can decide that from now on things will be different. You can turn it all around, you can be strong, and you are still strong even though you had a moment of weakness. you can, you can, you can. If you need a push or help, let me know. you are beautiful! Stay strong girly <3
ReplyDeleteDon't stress too much sweetie, we all have setbacks, but the important thing is that we pick ourselves up, we work towards fixing it and becoming even better than before. When I'm faced with food, I ask myself, "Will this help me reach my goals, will it make me happy?" Looking at my bracelet also helps. You ARE an Ana, you're NOT a fraud, believe in yourself and your strength! You CAN do this! :) Stay beautiful and I hope you have a lovely day!
ReplyDeleteYou're going to get through this I promise you! Just keep trying. If you want email me, I'm doing the same thing. We can help each other
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