Day 37 - Reassurance

Hello lovelies!
I hope everyone is having a fantastic day so far!
My day is not going to be filled with much today.
I have a meeting at 5 pm at my university campus with a bunch of my Education professors and other distinguished people, mostly practicing teachers.
I am on a committee to redesign the Special Education major at my university.
If you did not know what my major at university was before, you do now. :D
I am excited, because after this meeting, I am getting paid $500 for my year's worth of work on the committee. :)
Not too bad, hm?
Yesterday was all right.
Hung out, reading books, and I watched Girl, Interrupted.
Then I fell asleep after watching the movie.
I really need to stop doing that, watching depressing movies and then falling asleep.
That always leads to me having bad dreams.
I will not go into details, but let us just say it involves re-creation of the suicide scene in Girl, Interrupted.
Me in place of Daisy, my boyfriend in place of Susanna.
Sigh.
I talked to my boyfriend for two hours last night.
I told him about the dream and it made him sad. :(
But it also made him determined.
He told me that he would do everything in his power to make sure that never became my reality.
He also told me that I would always be pretty enough for him, and to stop putting myself down so much and being afraid that he is going to leave.
We are essentially the same person, he and I.
We always get paranoid about the exact same things, and we are to the point where we can finish each other's thoughts. :)
I guess that is why our relationship has worked out so well for so long.
Thirteen months. :)
It gets difficult sometimes, because when I am at home and he is at home, we are three hours apart.
But we make do with what we have.
All in the name of love. :D
Anywho, I should probably go get myself ready for today!
I will comment blogs in a bit.
Oh, and hello and welcome, new followers!
Thanks for reading and commenting, your support means the world to me!
Hang in there and stay strong, lovelies! <3

Food:
- 1 Yoplait Light Boston Creme Pie yogurt (+110 calories)
- 1 grilled chicken gyro (UNKNOWN)
- 15 to 20 French fries (UNKNOWN)
- 1/2 a slice of chocolate peanut butter pie (UNKNOWN)
Total: 110 calories + UNKNOWN

Sigh. My sister and I went out for lunch and that is what I got. I know I am going to see a gain on the scale tomorrow and I feel awful about that. My boyfriend texted that he has a kidney stone, and we have a mental connection such that any pain or emotion one of us feels, the other feels it as well in sympathy. Not fun, let me tell you. They say that passing a kidney stone is the male equivalent of giving birth. They are not lying! Argh. Going to be taking it easy the rest of the night, then. Cheers. :/

There is just something about this picture that draws me in. I love it. <3