I hope this post finds you all well and enjoying the day.
Me?
I am okay, all things considered.
I still want to beat my head off a wall anytime I hear one of our songs,I do not have much of an appetite, and I still catch myself thinking of him in the fleeting hours of the morning, but other than that, I am dealing.
Today I am going to post my list of reasons for getting thin and perfect in the new year.
So...
"My Incentives to Achieve Perfection"
1. First and foremost, boys are stupid. I am not going to be perfect for any guy. I am going to be perfect for myself, and myself alone.
2. I want to be healthier. As of now, I am overweight, and I want to get my BMI into a healthier range.
3. I want to be able to wear anything. I see so many cute clothes these days, and I cannot wear them because I am a size 10 instead of a 2, a L instead of a S or XS.
4. I want to be more confident in my own skin. Honestly, I have never been proud of the way that I look, and it is time for that to change.
5. I just want to be happy again. I think gaining confidence is definitely going to help with that.
That is my list.
Hooray.
I am going to go comment on blogs today, because I have missed doing it.
I hope you all have a wonderful day.
I love you all so much!
Stay positive, stay beautiful! <3
Food:
- 1 biscuit with butter and honey (252 calories)
- 1 Sweet Onion Chicken Teriyaki 6" sub from Subway (370 calories)
Total: 622 calories thus far (1:32 pm)
dear Kurt,
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you are MINE. <3
today, i am going to post the reasons YOU are so perfect RIGHT NOW: -
1. you're my one and only redhead in the world <3 i read your blog from down to up and i think you have mentioned this before and i think it's attractive.
2. you want to change for yourself and yourself alone, which is why you're so beautiful in the first place. you belong to you and no one else. *not even me, tears*
3. you want comfort. you seek it and revel in it. every pound you drop motivates you. every breath you take is filled with bubbly love and reassurance.
4. if beauty was a rabbit, you are its kit, the soft fuzzy bunny that takes everyone's breath away from those beautiful shining eyes. <3
5. you are the sweetest of the sweet, a glaze of honey over my ever-bland toast.
<3 you're doing well my love. happy holidays.
i love you so much
love,
Blaine.
hope your christmas was good, stay safe <3
ReplyDeleteI think you are already perfect ;) I love your reasons :) GL with everything
ReplyDeleteThose are great reasons. Very similar to mine.
ReplyDeleteHope you're doing much better.
<3
amen to the incentives! Dont do it for anyone else but urself! I need to work on tht:)
ReplyDelete& thanx so much for ur lovely comments:) ur such a sweetheart<3
I know thats right! Your incentives are mine own, wtf boys are so ridiculous! Im so glad im not the only who knows so. Each day will get better, eventually you will come to a point where you stop wishing the past turned out differently and accept it for the bad and good. Everything you choose to do you must do for you. Easier said than done, but necessary. Im loosing weight for my happiness but also so that my family will stop ragging on me. But ive always wanted to loose weight, now im finally taking action. As are you! <3
ReplyDeleteI love number one! You should never do anything for another person. Well, apart from being nice and stuff.
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