My plan is being put into action today, not the fifth, haha.
I got on the scale yesterday and just about died.
Granted, I was still on my period, but nonetheless.
So today, since that is all over, I begin my reinvention.
Again.
Hahaha!
I am super excited.
I can see me now...
*dies of happiness*
I shall be perfect.
So perfect.
I cannot wait.
I will post my weight after my shower.
I promise to be a much better commenter now!
I have been in a weird mood these past few days...
But no more!
I have to figure out what I want to get my boy for his Christmas present, haha.
He is coming down to spend New Year's with me.
I am so excited!
It has been almost three months since I have seen him.
I want to get him something really special and meaningful.
I will probably go to the personalized jewelry kiosk in the mall and see if they have anything good. :)
I hope that you all had a wonderful Christmas, if you celebrate it.
I love you all so very much!
Stay positive, stay beautiful! <3
Weight = 138 lbs.
First goal = 133 lbs. on January 10th.
Food:
soft pretzel - 190 calories
lasagna roll up - 330 calories
chocolate covered peanut butter Ritz cracker sandwich - 389 calories (*sigh*)
Nemo gummies - 15 calories
Total: 924 calories


You can do it!! :) Believe in yourself <3 Your doing great so far!! xx
ReplyDeletedear Kurt,
ReplyDeletei'd die if i was 138lbs. from happiness. <3 you're adorable, you know that? thanks for the comments, lovely. thanks for everything. i'm less anxious now, but i've gotten sick :(. ahahaha. my infection flared up as well as i've got a fever. <3
"do it for every song that plays in your head to remind you that you are worth it." <3 because you are.
i love you, so much.
<3
love,
Blaine.
PS. your fucking brother hates me.
PSS. <3
Amen! Lose that weight. Im going to loose 5lbs by the 4th. Thank you missy:)
ReplyDeleteGood luck! You can do it :)
ReplyDeleteLove the picture, it's so motivating!
Stay Strong :)