Here's hoping you had a wonderful day.
I did not.
I had the intake from Hell today.
I did really, really good up until dinner time.
Then we went to a pizza buffet.
And who stuffed herself like a fat pig?
Moi.
Cheers.
It was like this:
Control?
What is this 'control' of which you speak?
I clearly have none.
What I would not give for a laxative right now.
Or the ability to puke.
I know that sounds awful but I feel like crap.
Here is hoping tomorrow will be better.
Mom and I are baking cookies tomorrow.
I will not eat a single one.
Because I am strong, no matter how many stupid slip ups I may have.
Hope you all had a fantastic day.
Stay positive, stay beautiful. <3
Food:
I'm not even going to post it. That's how bad it was.
Total: I am a fat pig. Oink oink.
Edit: Junk food = nature's perfect laxative. Need I say more?
This pretty much sums up my feelings about myself right now. Ugh.
i am so sorry you feel like this.
ReplyDeleteawe, love. <3
ReplyDeletetake care of yourself, gorgeous. smile a little. the world is dying to hear you laugh again.
and i am quite sure your eyes are much prettier than hers. <3
smile.
laugh.
and fall asleep today with beautiful dreams in your head, because the sun doesn't want to come up if you don't smile.
love you.
Sam Lupin
My dad took me to a pizza buffet on wednesday! Kinda hate him for that right now cuz I also stuffed myself, so see, at least ur not alone.
ReplyDeleteWell, I'm trying to get back on track now, and I'm sure you will aswell :)
Lotsoflove, you can do it!
Aww I'm the same, but well done on deciding to be strong from now on :) we all slip up, but we have to keep going!
ReplyDeleteHaha I love how even though you're upset your post still reads as cheerful to me - you seem such a happy, upbeat person :)
Lottie x
We are all slipping up! Don;t worry, it's the time of year :( Keep going strong beautiful! xx
ReplyDeleteBuffets are the worst. They're just limitless and filled with all kinds of evil. Luckily, we don't eat out much. Whenever we do, I always ends up failing.
ReplyDeleteDon't beat yourself up about it love. We all have incidents like that. And the strongest are not the ones who tried. The strongest are the ones who keep trying.
Wait 'til you feel like yourself, then start over again. You can do this!
Stay strong, and merry Christmas!